Happiness

 I think I might be happy…how does one know? Does one get butterflies? Does one act all giddy? Does one smile when the phone rings? If so…I have found it. I think the puzzle is almost complete…

 

University Boredom

So I'm here at school uber bored...
I just got out of a Contemporary History test, it was way to easy, makes me laugh, cause some of my friends from the class were literally sweating bullets before the professor showed up, then the test was administered and we all finished in about 20 minutes.

Now I am totally free for the rest of the day, should be writing an essay..yea, thats not gonna happen, No! I am not lazy, just I can't write when I'm unispired by the topic, i love the class its for, but I HATE the topics she gives us. Oh well, maybe during Spring Break.

Now for some of Adriana's random observations:

• the girl to the right of me put some perfume on and now shes sneezing and coughing...and is complaining about the perfumes. Then why put it on?
• girl to the right of me keeps lookig to my computer screen and is eavesdropping (eyedropping?) on wtf I am doing.
• guys next to coughing girl are trying to find porn...we are at a computer lab, in a library, inside of a university...you really think you're gonna be able to access it?
• boy thats in my history class...I think you are cute, I would like to buy you a coffee or breakfast
• OMG, the girl that was coughing left and was replaced by a girl that smelled like onions

What is wrong with being a single gal?

What the heck? Really is it that important to have a man? Are you kidding me? I’m 24 for years old and I have been boy-friendless for about 4 years..not because I didn’t have selection, but because I refuse to settle for 2nd rate. I have dated my share of guys, some great some just plain awful! Gotten some of the best kisses of my life and some of the most awkward pick ups. I’ve experimented, made mistakes and tried to find a decent guy, but no such luck. I don’t care, why does it seem that most people that I meet are relationship obsessed or sex obsessed? Seriously, neither are the end all and be all of life!
Yes,I want to be in love, I would love to be kissed everyday, held every night and feel loved, but you know I rather wait for the right one. But while waiting for my Prince to show up, I’ve actually had fun getting to know people, spent more time with my friends, gotten to know myself even better and I know what it is that I want and learned not to be afraid of sticking up for myself when I get mistreated.

So I refuse to let ANYONE dictate where and to who I give my heart to, and I hope that others agree with me and let the right one come along.

Reality TV…

Omg..I am addicted to reality TV, its crazy! Not only am I watching ABDC, but I am also watching Sober House, and no my TV does not have that double screen thing. It makes my mom nuts sometimes, cause not only will I watch the damn show, I will watch marathons upon marathons…do I need to go to rehab for this?

Random thoughts… my friend Toni sent so I would answer

1) What was your dream growing up?
I wanted to discover dinosaur bones and be an archeologist

2) Are you currently in a relationship?
Single gal

3) What talent do you wish you had?
I wish I could be a faster learner

4) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
Bacardi apple with cranberry juice or a mojito

5) Favorite vegetable?
eggplant

6) What was the last book you read?
A hundred years of solitude

7) What zodiac sign are you?
December 17- Sagittarius

8) Any tattoos and/or piercings? Explain where.
2 holes in my left ear and 3 in my right ear 1 tattoo on the right of my pelvis and 2 (that make 1 piece) on my left side

9) Worst habit?
Swearing like a sailor and procrastinating

10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
Hmm of course!

11) What is your favorite sport?
Soccer and just watching Michael Phelps

12) Do you have a negative or optimistic attitude?
Depends, usually optimistic

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
Um...I can't say, but its very nice

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
Losing my grandma

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
I can pick stuff up with my feet

16) Do you have any pets?
Yup 3 cats

17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
Yey!!! House party

18) What was your first impression of me? (hmmm...careful!)
I loved you! I thought you were the coolest chic at Town Square

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
Scary

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
nothing

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
Um...what's a conscience?

22) What color eyes do you have?
Brown

23) Ever been arrested?
Nope, I'm a good girl

24) Bottle or can soda?
Can

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
Buy an all expense vacation for me and my Ohana...oh and my mom

26) What is your biggest fear?
ending up alone

27) What's your favorite place to hang at?
Old San Juan, Disney, La frontera, El 8

28) Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes I do

29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
Read and watch TV

30) Do you swear a lot?
Fuc...I mean yes, yes I do

31) Biggest pet peeve?
DIRTY FINGERNAILS!

32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
Unique

33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
Yes, my ex taught me how to appreciate it

35) Do you believe in God?
Yes I do

Adriana…means…

Dark, mysterious woman from the sea : LatinVersatile, intelligent and artistically talented. You love to enjoy yourself and tend to experience a happy domestic life and material success. You have a methodical and thorough mind and are able to organize large projects easily. Charming and likeable and with more than your share of sex appeal you tend to find yourself in the spotlight and much admired by others. Life is more fun with you around.

The song I love/hate

- Buenas tardes doctor
- Buenas tardes
Adelante...
Si, en el sofa por favor
Ponte Comodo
Recuestate, si
Vas a pensar que has sido un ave
que ha estado enjaulada
Durante toda su vida
Y que hoy esta a punto de abrir esa
puerta
La puerta de esa jaula
Vamos, con confianza
Cuentame que te pasa.
Ella vive conmigo en mi inconsciente,
ella es duena de mi pasado y mi presente.
Su morada es mi falta de seguridad
y su comida mi ansiedad
Ayudame Freud.
Ella pisa cada uno de mis pasos,
bebe el vino junto a mi y del mismo vaso.
Ella es la mujer perfecta que me construyo mama.
Y esta jodiendo mi psicologia
Ayudame Freud.
Sera Doctor
que el chaleco de fuerza
aun sigue atando mi cordura
que mis complejos aun no razgan su costura.
O sera que la mujer que me construyo mama es muy grande de estatura.
Sera Doctor
que pido mucho o que me conformo con poco
que sigo cuerdo o estoy totalmente loco
o sera que la vida no es otra cosa
que un racimo de antojos.
Y la que paga los platos rotos
siempre es ella
la de a deveras
la que me cuida
la que me entibia mis noches de tanto frio??
la que me espera
la que me aguanta
la enemiga del fantasma en mi cabeza.
Me la construyeron puritana e inteligente,
buena para la cocina y muy decente.
Tan irreal que existiria en mi mente y nada mas,
pero insisto en compararla con ella
Ayudame Freud.
Si usa falda muy corta habra un problema,
pues la chica en mi cabeza es de otro esquema.
Si se le ocurre una idea
Habra que ver que dice ella
Y se siente como la mierda
Ayudame Freud.
Sera Doctor
que el chaleco de fuerza
aun sigue atando mi cordura
que mis complejos aun no razgan su costura.
O sera que la mujer que me construyo mama es muy grande de estatura.
Sera Doctor
que pido mucho o que me conformo con poco
que sigo cuerdo o estoy totalmente loco
o sera que la vida no es otra cosa
que un racimo de antojos.
Y la que paga los platos rotos
siempre es ella
la de a deveras
la que me cuida
la que me entibia mis noches de tanto frio.
la que me espera
la que me aguanta
la enemiga del fantasma en mi cabeza.
Sera doctor
Que esto me pasa solo a mi
O a todo el mundo
Y el doctor me contesto
No hay quien se salve de este asunto.

Disney…(why must I leave?) May 2007

I hate it...I came here to Disney thinking that it was going to be a fun thing that I would always remember. I didn't think I was actually going to find my happiness here. I have lots of friends, I was to know about any "adventure" we wanted to plan, I did fun things like character hunt, dressed up like a princess, ate dinner with princesses, forgot I was an adult and turned into a kid again, I had a crush a two characters, fell in love with Disney World all over again. I saw shows that are beautiful, I cried and applauded during Fantasmic, I made magic for kids, reminded adults what it's like to be a kid again, i hung out with Mickey Mouse all day long, I have inside jokes with people (This is the way the wheel goes round!)I hugged kids that truly needed a hug, I learned how to be a better person by just smiling and giving a little extra, I worked with people with so much diversity, i learned that we point with two fingers, that the teacups make you dizzy, that kids are not scared, there shy when they met a character. I turned into a pirate for little boys and into a princess for the girls, i turned into the spirit of youth for the adults in the parks, I encouraged laughter and silliness, I would tell kids to ride something for me, I gave out stickers and special pins, I had sword fights with kids and got chased around by dinosaurs that were at tall as my foot but I pretended that they were going to eat me. I moved people with the power of my voice and I'm sure there are pictures of me with lots of kids.
I feel alive bring over here! I know I'm an underpaid employee, but I love this place with all my heart and I wish that I could wind back time so I could start over once again. This place is my Neverland...there truly is pixie dust here and there is truly magic here.