Someday...

Someday I'll be good enough for you.
Someday you'll say you're proud of me.
Someday, you'll actually look at me and stop seeing me as a failure.

Someday you'll say kind words to me.
Someday you'll look at me and smile
Someday you'll actually love me.

Someday...you stop being ashamed of me
Someday you'll love me back
Someday...my heart won't break

I'm never going to be like you
I am never going to be your reflection
I do the best I can... I try to make you proud

I look at myself, I wish I could make you love me
I wish you wouldn't be ashamed of me
I want you to be proud....why can't I do anything right?

Please...please...please love me...please...please be proud
Please....please stop breaking me into pieces.

Please....just be my mom.